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Tys song is specially post for mum . I mean it ! I feel as if I dont have the 'mummy love' =( Really . Yeahh , although im the youngest in ma fam && people always think tt the youngest in the fam always get the attention ? Its right is u say I have the attention BUT love ? I don think so . Since ma fam has a big prob to be handle , since tt , I feel lonely . My father is always working , mum is looking for jobs && now tt she has got her job[s] , I don see her often , kakak went to doha to work as a cabin crew & abg is always not at home . Nenek&datok have been living in a their own house . Can u imagine if ur life is lyke ? U only see ur fam on weekends ? Everyweek , when all of us gather & when its the end of the weekends , I started thinkinq .. When will tys thing ends ? After ma fam debts end ? Idk . Can u imagine if ur fam cant gather until ur fam prob is gone ? Hmpft =( Everyday , when I reach home , Im alone . No mum , no dad , no siblings , no nenek&datok . Tts y I always sleep at nenek house . Wanna noe y Im so close wyf ma nenek ? Its because tt , when I first see the world , nenek & datok have been staying wyf us until ma fam face a big prob . So , everyday , when I reached home , nenek will be there , cooking for the whole fam . I cant live w/o ma nenek . But now ? Nenek&datok have to live own their own . Its true when people says tt the last child in the fam is a 'princess/prince' . Yeshh , Im a princess ! I nid to be treated lyke a real princess . I cant live w/o love & attention from fam ! How I wish tt I have a 'happily ever after' fam ? Okay then , till here .

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