Okay , Today is the first day of sch&Im veryvery nervous&scared !!! Cause , tis year ,, Im takinq ma N Levels !! OMG !! Help me peeps ! At first ,, when I first step into the sch ,, I was okay .. Relax BUT when ma teacher[s]+principal talk about the N Levels thingy ,, it make me thinq twice !! Am I really ready for N Levels ?? *blank* Its seems tat the sch have success makinq their students scared *wink* . Nvrm ! From now onwards , I have to focus on ma study , I have to makesure that I do ma best in ma N Levels . No more playinq gerl !! Its tyme to focus on ma study *evilsmile* .

Today ,, Im quite sad . Why ?? Cause ,, I dont get to mit ma gf , ShyraKecik :( I've ask ma counseller&she said tat she didnt heard anythinq about her from 'Girls Home' . But ,, when I asked ma form teacher ,, she said tat shyra will be cominq to sch BUT not now ,, meaninq tat ,, she will come BUT dunno when . Mayb March/April , I tinq laa kaann . Just hope tat shes okay inside there laa kaann . Ako rynduu Kao laa gerl !!